He's finally moved out... and I don't know how to feel about it. There is sadness along with emptiness. It was a quick goodbye to the kids and a hug for me.
A hug.
What the hell am I supposed to do with that? Hell! He should have pat my back and wished me luck. That would have been the perfect companion to the hug.
My friend Helluvabell has been a great distraction. Just when I feel like I can't feel, she brings the smiles back and reminds me that there are different truths to all the angles. Everyone tends to see the situation with colored eyes, not really seeing the whole spectrum. She helps me see the bigger picture and gives me hope the future... as corny as that may sound.
I've made the step and reconnected with old friends. This was a step I wouldn't have made had this not happened to me. That is sad. But out of every tragedy a good thing must happen. A month ago I had one friend. I know have five.
Without my friend's encouragement...I don't think I would be here and have the chance to move forward.
I love you girls.
It's good to re connect with old friends, glad to hear you have..
ReplyDeleteOh... well, damn. You make me blush ;)
ReplyDeleteGlad to see that you're re-connecting with friends. It's so easy to focus solely on your guy and lose contact with your gal pals.